I know people have been trying to make me feel better about this whole situation, but it still does not stop me from feeling sad and embarrassed about the things that happened on Saturday. I cringe everytime I think about it and I wish these feelings could just go away. I try to forget about it, but I still have this awful pit in my stomach. Another life lesson learned.

I don’t have to go out. I still just want to talk to you all night.